ElissaNg's ❤

有喜有哀

今天很开心

早上驾车去学校还书和拿离校证书

还好很顺利 =D

回到家就跟妈咪出去出了一整天

先去公公家 然后哥哥载妹妹来 过后就跟妈咪去见顾客

谈完后我们就去OUG找aunty Joe吃饭

过后我们就去Leisure Mall了

原来去哪里都可以用很多钱的 到处都要钱 ++

先去Mini Toons...在那里买了超过RM50..很少东西而已 ，够三八

其实我也是想买够50然后再申请多一张他们的member card,

因为我的已经很烂了 他们新的也很美

其实我觉得很浪费 有点心痛

不过算了 因为其中里面一些是要给晓燕的 他生日要到了

这样良心才过得去 不是买给自己的 我不会酱不自爱

她一定会很喜欢这些的 有的还没买完

在Mini Toons很久 选了很久

妈咪已经走完两间衣店了

过后我们就跟妈咪了

然后妈咪说想按摩 然后找到一间了

那时妈咪有点不开心 不爽了的

因为去印度的Trip15号因为有人去要然后直接给钱了

所以弄到我们要换去19号了 还有要加多RM60

过后就叫我们去逛 她享受 一个小时 我们叫她Relax,不要气 哈

我们也很享受 逛 ^^

我们买了四件衣 不过有六件 因为有两套是有两间的

就那四件 而且都不会很贵的 可是钱就好像要花光了酱 很心痛 T.T

一个小时后 妈咪竟然讲她加都半个小时 我说她你很爽哦 她回 爽~

一个小时70 加多半个小时就98啊 如果没记错

出来她就很爽了 没有不爽了 ^^

其实我也很想试按摩叻 一定很爽的 妈咪说我你又没有满身痛 按做么

想试啊 不过等我有钱而且舍得拿来按摩先吧

刚才要驾车出去帮妹妹买东西

结果退车时 撞到了 而且瞒严重的 T.T

平时出都是退左边 很顺利 很容易

刚才就退去右边 结果撞到Auto gate撞着出去

哥哥车旁边的刀给我撞断了

而且出到去不会摆了 结果弄到塞了一下 还差点撞到一辆Teksi 真的差点

过后哥哥立刻出来帮我驾掉 我也不敢驾了 就叫妹妹自己跟哥哥去买

进家爸比也念我 说要怎样给我驾车

过后看我好像不高兴 他就说其实很容易的 怎样怎样就可以了的咯

我爱你 爸比

今天从学校回来看到他 他射灯给我 笑得很开心

我知道他真的很开心他的女儿我驾车了 他是酱的 ^^

过后Msg哥哥跟他说对不起 叫他原谅我

他回我Nvm la...好才他不像别人的哥哥，不然早就欠骂够够力了 他一句也没骂过

哥哥 真的很对不起 我不是故意的

很难过哦 很伤心 为什么我就是这样

我看我还是不要驾车了 大车我真的不能驾 Kancil我不会有问题吧

现在没什么了啦

今天有喜也有哀

新的手机雕饰。。是猪的。。^(OO)^

就是这些用了我五十多 ==

按摩中心

回家鲁。。

够可爱哦。。它RM8...

刚才冲完凉拍的。。

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why don't you follow me to watch night view yesterday?Are you angry with me?Why?

Do you think i really wanna to act like that?You would never know how i feel.My feeling is so complicated since we separated.I had to struggle so much every time i wanna look for you or send you a message.It's hard to overcome my feeling.I lost my control several times infront of my friends and even their girlfriends.My tears just simply flowing out infront of them.Everytime when feel wanna chat with you,i felt so torturing.I feel so sad.I can't take it anymore then i tried not to reaply your message.It's hurting me so much.

I understand that i'm not perfect and i'll not be perfect.i'm not your perfectboyfriend.I couldn't fulfilled your wishes.I've tried my best.I was hurt deeply this time.

I had never wanted to destroy this chance.I'm struggling everday.Every time i wanted to look for you,i don't want to look for you.Do you know how's that feel?Do you??I really suffering that i feel wanted to die,everyday!!! T.T

I wanted,i really wanted.You won't understand my feeling.It's so complicated that even myself don't have any idea what am i thinking.I'm suffering.I know i did say wanna call you,but i didn't.I was crying.Do you understand the feel?The feel that wanted to and not wanted to do the same thing.

At the same time,i wanna look for you and i don't wanna look for you.At the same time,i miss you and i don't miss you.At the same time,i wanted to be with you and i don't want to be with you.Do you know how's that feel?It's killing my soul.

Finally he told me the feeling...i was so hurt to heard that...I thought he won't be to sad this time...but he hurt deeply this time...I really don't know...sorrry...