Feeling of the day.

It's 2th of August now! Time passed so fast!
 Well I started my school this week, 2 weeks holidays officially END ed.

but then I still letting myself to be in extra 1 more week of holiday because I haven't finish update my blog posts.

Haha! okay stop talking craps and acting stupid.

For I am a smart senior student, I know the first schooling week usually be a boring intro week,

and no tutorial week and that's why I am still not going yet till next week. 

I wondering why I feel so upset and moody today :(

I woke up very late 11++ today and I felt really tired and sleepy and I don't feel good today.

Probably because of thinking going back to Uni tomorrow because there is something I need to get it from Pyramid.

I used to being very very sad everytime when nearly school re-open from I was in primary school. Haha. 

But then I am now decided not going tmr because Janice told me she went back after 40 mins for 2 hours class.

I don't feel like to waste my time to go over Sunway from Kajang. :)

Okay, I just feel really tired today after having so much fun of my 2 weeks holiday

until yesterday shopping and eating day with sister and Zizi for the whole day. Gosh tiring yet enjoyed!

Picture taken from her samsung galaxy S1. Love :)

Still feeling upset I don't know why. You know what?

I thought of kinda lot things today, somehow I feel life is so unexpected to your expectation.

I feel like there are lot of things waiting me to do yet so little time.

I feel like to cry yet there's no tears willing to come out. I feel so tired and sleepy yet I cannot fall into my dream.

The feeling is like you know, I want to do something but I cannot. This is so torturing, so difficult, so hard.

This is the first time I had this kind of feeling.

I realised kinda lots of things, I no longer a kid you know. I am not.

People around me used to told me that I changed a lot in different ways recently.

and Yes I know I am and I will prove I changed into the good ways. :)

My tears fall when I saw my first semester result out.

I passed all of my subjects. I would like to thanks people who support me and helping me during my exams and my studies.

I felt really happy that I can't control my emotional. I just can't.

I know this is a very tiny thing for many people, but for me this is a challenge and result that I had work hard for it.  

I just don't know how to express my feeling. You know?

I promise thing will getting better than before for every single things. Bless me kay? :)

Continue walk with me and see my changes kay.

p/s: Not yet finish my blog posts yet. Add oil add oil. :)

Elissa ♥